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Let’s meet the woman Bill Wilson and others frequently called the
“Mother of A.A.” (See Dick B., Anne Smith’s Journal 1933-1939: A.A.’s
Principles of Success, 3rd ed, pp. ix, 10, 54, 137, 139; Sue Smith
Windows and Robert R. Smith, Children of the Healer, pp. 29, 43, 152;
Women Pioneers in Twelve Step Recovery, Hazelden, 1999, p. 2).
I’d been going to A.A. meetings regularly for about four years and had
never heard Anne Smith’s name mentioned. In fact, when I went to the
Seattle Convention in 1990, I never heard it mentioned by the diligent
historians and archivists attending archives meetings there. I had been
advised to read DR. BOB and the Good Oldtimers, and she was mentioned
there. However, I was to learn from Dr. Bob’s son that even this mention
occurred under strange circumstances. A.A.’s New York archivist
suggested to Niles P. that he interview oldtimers. When Niles approached
Dr. Bob’s son, the son asked, “Are you going to write about my mom?” The
answer was, “No.” Smitty then said he wouldn’t tell the staff writer
anything at all, and he asked his sister Sue to do likewise. Later, the
staff member returned and picked up such facts as did wind up in the
Conference Approved biography of Dr. Bob that was published by A.A.W.S.
in 1980.
Now I’ve been to Akron several times to interview Dr. Bob’s daughter,
to attend Founders Day Conventions, to interview archivists and
historians and oldtimers there, to visit the Intergroup office and Dr.
Bob’s Home where A.A. was born, the King School Group which was A.A.’s
first group, and to interview early participants in the founding years
of A.A. such as former Congressman John F. Seiberling, son of A.A.
co-founder Henrietta Seiberling. Despite all those visits, I have yet to
see any significant, specific, account of Anne Smith’s contribution to
early A.A. Her precious journal is not present. On the stage at the
Conference are pictures of Bob, Bill, and Sister Ignatia; but there was
none of Anne Smith on the occasions I attended. So, like so many other
quests for our history that I undertook, this one had to begin outside
the borders of my own fellowship.
On the plane to Akron for my first interview with Dr. Bob’s daughter, I
was preparing by reading Ernest Kurtz’s Not-God: A History of Alcoholics
Anonymous. In an obscure reference in footnote 32, on page 275, of the
1979 edition, Kurtz cited an “extensively annotated copy of Anne Smith’s OG “workbook” in A.A. archives.” Oddly, Kurtz stated in another
footnote, “This writer [Kurtz] was struck in his interviews of 6 and 7
April 1977, that both Lois [Wilson] and Henrietta Seiberling stressed
that Anne Smith’s role in the beginning of A.A. has been much
underrated” (footnote 15, pp. 264-65). Kurtz seemed to give little
attention either to the Bible,
Quiet Time, Shoemaker, the Oxford Group, or early A.A. literature; and
that may explain why he did not publish any significant information
about Anne Smith, her role, or her vitally important journal (which
Kurtz called a “workbook”). Whatever the reason, I did not yet grasp the
significance of Anne Smith at that point.
Later, as I was reading pages 115-16 of Mary Darrah’s Sister Ignatia:
Angel of Alcoholics Anonymous, I saw a reference to Anne’s “Oxford Group
journal.” Darrah seemed to have inspected a portion or portions of
Anne’s “journal;” observed its relevance to A.A.; but then moved on with
her rendition of Akron history. Not surprisingly, she focused on her own
view of Ignatia’s importance, and Anne’s journal received no significant
attention.
Only later did I realize the treasure that needed to be unearthed.
Working with author Bill Pittman, A.A. archivist Frank Mauser, Wilson’s
former secretary Nell Wing, Paul L. who was the archivist at Stepping
Stones, and Dr. Bob’s daughter Sue Smith Windows, I resolved to obtain
Anne’s journal and to learn as much of the specifics about her as
possible. Sue wrote a letter to A.A. General Services requesting that a
copy of Anne’s Journal be provided to me. Frank Mauser submitted the
request to the Trustees Archives Committee. Approval was granted. And I
obtained from GSO a copy for myself to use in my Anne Smith’s Journal, a
copy for Dr. Bob’s Home, a copy for Bill Pittman, and a copy for Sue
Smith Windows. Sue believes that many pages are missing from New York’s
document, and I believe I recently may have found some of them.
The important thing in this introductory part is to introduce you to
Anne Smith. So let’s begin with these facts. Anne came from the Chicago
suburb of Oak Park, Illinois. She was one of four children. Her son
Robert informed me of the brilliance and business successes and
accomplishments of her brothers. Anne herself won a scholarship to
Wellesley College. After graduation, she returned to Oak Park, Illinois
where she taught school. She met Dr. Bob at a dance at St. Johnsbury
Academy where Bob was a senior. Her son likes to say that they finally
married after a “whirlwind courtship” culminating many years later with
their marriage on January 25, 1915. She returned with Bob to Akron; and
I have been told they first lived down the street from their ultimate
home at 855 Ardmore Avenue, in Akron, now called the “birthplace of
Alcoholics Anonymous–where it all began.”
Anne died before Dr. Bob did. The date was June 1, 1949. Bill Wilson
asked for letters from fellowship people, telling some of the Anne Smith
story. Bill promised to publish them–something he never did. But Anne’s
daughter-in-law Betty Smith obtained those letters and graciously
provided them to me for inclusion in my Anne Smith book, and some were!.
Regrettably, almost every discussion of Anne has talked more about Dr.
Bob, about the fellowship, and about their love for each other, than
about Anne’s specific importance and contribution to A.A. I have now
revised my book on her journal three times. See Dick B., Anne Smith’s
Journal, 3rd ed., and I hope to publish the actual contents of journal
itself in full before very long. I know it will provide immense
assistance to those in A.A. who really want to know and understand what
early AAs heard and read and were taught.
Each morning, in the developmental days, AAs came to the Smith home at
the crack of dawn for what they joshingly called Anne’s “spiritual
pablum.” Anne had a Quiet Time with “the guys,” as her daughter put it,
every morning. On those occasions, they would read the Bible, pray, seek
God’s guidance, and sometimes consult a devotional such as The Upper
Room. Of great significance is the fact that Anne shared the contents of
her journal with the men and invited discussion.
From 1933 to 1939, Anne was writing down materials from the Bible, from
the literature she and Bob were reading about the Bible, Jesus Christ,
prayer, healing, the Oxford Group, and Sam Shoemaker’s views. Her
journal is 64 pages, some written in her own hand and some typed for her
by her daughter. As a recent chapter on Anne said (apparently
paraphrasing my material in Anne Smith’s Journal):
Bill W. once called Anne Smith “the mother of AA.” This may have been
not only because of her actions, but because of the direct influence of
her thoughts and writings on the Twelve Steps and other AA literature.
Anne attended Oxford Group meetings from 1933 (two years before her
husband’s recovery) until 1939, during which she kept a workbook, or
“spiritual journal.” Its notes on the Oxford Group principles and her
own comments reveal a close, unmistakable similarity to the wording in
the Big Book. For example, Anne writes of an Oxford Group prayer, “O
Lord, manage me, for I cannot manage myself.” Note the comparison in the
Big Book, Step One (p. 59), the “pertinent ideas” (p. 60), and the Third
Step prayer in Twelve Steps and Twelve Traditions, or Twelve and Twelve.
Another example: Anne writes in her journal, “We can’t give away what we
haven’t got.” Recent scholars cite dozens of similar comparisons (Women
Pioneers in 12 Step Recovery, Hazelden, 1999).
Although I contributed to Women Pioneers a chapter on Henrietta
Seiblerling, I was not asked to do the Anne Smith chapter. If I had,
there would have been specific references to, and quotations of, the
“dozens” of familiar expressions to which that book’s statement refers.
But that material has yet to be published in its entirety. Much is
covered in my Anne Smith’s Journal title. This material needs to be
presented by someone who realizes that Anne was not merely summarizing
“Oxford Group” principles--quickly to be discarded. Rather, it is a
compendium of A.A. sources, teachings, and ideas of the pioneer years.
It covers all six of our major sources: (a) Bible. (b) Quiet Time. (c)
Sam Shoemaker’s teachings. (d) Oxford Group principles and practices.
(e) Anne’s own detailed suggestions for Quiet Time, for working with new
people, for daily surrenders, for reading, for Bible study, etc. (f) The
specific Christian literature early AAs read and from which they
borrowed basic, biblical ideas for their program.
In ensuing segments, I will try to provide you with specifics from
Anne’s Journal. I’ll set out comments about Anne from manuscripts and
letters about her. And I’ll challenge you to consider what a great day
it would be if, in A.A. and other 12 Step meetings today, members were
privileged to hear Anne’s Smith’s Journal read, to see it in print in
“Conference Approved” literature, and to know that it has been removed
from the shadows and locked archives and made available as one of the
most important tools for recovery in A.A. that has ever been written!
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